I got to visit Barry in  California for a weekend and have a chance to properly celebrate our tenth anniversary.  We slept in, stayed at a sweet bed and breakfast and a fancy hotel, ate good food, walked on beaches, and just got to be TOGETHER.  I can’t believe it’s been ten years.  I couldn’t imagine being married to better man, a better friend, a better father, a better lover.  I couldn’t imagine being happier.   (Okay, I take that back.  I would be happier if we had our own house that we lived in TOGETHER.  I’m soooo done with the single mom thing!)

I love you Barry!  I just can’t even put it into words.  I feel lost without you– like I’m missing my right arm or my right eye or my hearing– something completely essential.

Less than two weeks…