ok, so I’m pretty proud of my sewing skills…

A couple of summers ago we bought a used tent trailer we found on craigslist.  It has been fun to camp in, but needed a little help.  I recovered all the cushions with cute new fabric and still need to work on the curtains.  But what it really needed was help with the tent roofs.  The vinyl was brittle and discolored and CRACKED in a bazillion places.  Not so good in rain storms. (There were only 2 small cracks when we bought it, but they spread and multiplied with each use.)

tent sewing!

I looked into getting the vinyl/canvas replaced, but it was going to cost nearly $1000.  So, we held our breath, ordered some Temper Tent Vinyl tarps from none other than tarps.com and sewed in new roofs ourselves.

late night tent reapairs

My sewing machine wasn’t too excited about it, but we made it.  The tension was all wonky and I couldn’t ever get it perfect, but we weren’t going for pretty– just functional.  It was HUGE and HEAVY and really hard to maneuver.  I had to keep telling Barry, “We can do it!  We can do this.”  Of course the second one went better than the first.

Things I learned– use a walking foot, and a jeans 100/16 needle is better than a leather/vinyl needle.  We used bulldog and binder clips to hold everything together so we didn’t make holes with pins.  Not that pins would have ever gone through without getting all bent.

the seams aren't pretty, but they're good

We used a mix of new binding made from tarp scraps and the old original binding.  You can see that sometimes my tension was a little loopy, especially over the curves, but the seams are still strong and hold up to being stretched.  Phew!

putting it back together

We got it all put back together.

look- no cracks!

And look- no cracks!

a new tent roof

We’re headed up to the mountains today to use it.  Barry’s got the mother of all bike races tomorrow–

the Bailey Hundo.  100 miles on a MOUNTAIN bike.  Totally nuts, but totally awesome.

today outside

found a baby bird

It is baby bird season.  Ellie is going crazy with all of the baby grackles in our back yard.  She tries to catch them constantly, but as far as we know has only succeeded once and we intervened by putting into a neighbor’s fenced back yard with no dogs.  Those grackles, though, make the most hideous noise and we’ve got nests of them near every upstairs window it seems.  Brenna found a baby house finch (I think) on the sidewalk, making its way to the road.  She snuggled it for a while, then put it in a bush.

sunshine girl

Eva is just cute. (I got her bonnet from UB2.)

happy broccoli

Here is my attempt at gardening this year.  For the first time I started some seeds inside in March? February?  Well, ages ago. My 2 broccoli plants got a little leggy, but were generally happy and are doing great out in my little 4×4 square foot garden.  I started a couple of pepper plants as well as a bunch of tomatoes them too.  My peppers are ok, but only 4 of my 8 tomatoes made it outside.  They looked fine one day, and then half of their leaves were brown and wilted the next.  It sounds like Jessica had the same problems on a much grander scale.  I’m not really trying to feed my family with this garden.  Well, maybe for one meal.

ready radishes

We’ve got radishes!  I really wanted a salad garden, but I used old lettuce seeds that apparently aren’t any good.  I planted 3 squares of 4 plants each.  I’ve got ONE lettuce growing.   Hmmm…

I figure we’ve got to make some effort to grow some food every year.  It’s good fun, but I’m sure thankful for Costco and Sunflower.

day of rest

battle

Thanks for all your comments yesterday.  I do have phone alarms and they help about 80% of the time– that’s why I took my kids to piano on the wrong day.  The week before the teacher switched them to Tuesday because she was going to be out of town on Thursday– I guess I accidentally switched that event permanently instead of for just one week.  Sometimes my phone is just out of earshot, or I have to nurse a baby and totally space something in the 20 minutes between my phone alarming and the time I have to go.  Oh well.  I won’t have a baby forever and I certainly don’t want to wish her to grow up.

I have this mantra and repeat it to myself often:

BE CONTENT AND REACH

Be content with where and what I am.  Reach to be better.

Now I’m just wishing I were Mrs. Weasley and could clean up my house and make dinner with the stroke of my wand.  Those Star Wars battlers up there sure are cute, but they really make a mess!

glaring weaknesses

cheerios are so satisfying!

There is nothing like parenting to bring you eye to eye with your weaknesses.  This week mine seemed particularly glaring.  I completely forgot about our piano recital until the teacher called 5 minutes after it started and wondered where we were.  I mixed up swim practice times– 4 days in a row.  I took my kids to their 9:00 Thursday morning piano lessons on TUESDAY and just drove away because my doctor had called and I was engrossed in that conversation.  One afternoon I was out grocery shopping with some of the kids and left Jonah at home babysitting a napping Ian.  I was driving home around 3:42 when I listened to a phone message about someone giving Jonah a ride to Cub Scout Twilight Camp and panicked.  They needed to leave at 3:40!  He needed a dinner packed!  He couldn’t just LEAVE before I was home– he was the babysitter.

I’m not going to list and list all of the other things.  I had several not so good mom days this week.

I am not a naturally organized person.  I’m pretty flighty and easily distracted.  I can sit down in the morning with my phone and planner and know exactly what needs to happen that day.

Then I still forget.

Whose idea was it to put me in charge?  My poor baby falls asleep eating Cheerios.

I had a good mom week too.  I got my boys new swim suits and water guns and they had lots of friends over to have a battle in the back yard.  We actually had family prayer and scriptures each night, even with Barry gone.  I took six kids to the swim team party– complete with a salad and cookies– and we were there 5 minutes EARLY.

It is just that my mistakes really seem to out weigh my successes.  I also know those mistakes breed new ones when my internal voice keeps reinforcing how hopelessly unorganized I am.  How do I switch that inner dialog to be more positive?

What do you do when your weaknesses rear their ugly heads and demand so much attention?